hey fellows im back!!! haix... many many things happen between the days i nv update and i got my reason for updating... haix...nw my jie jie is no longer my jie jie lerhx... juz because of she hate people to lie to her and i did it juz because wan chris to pei me ton... first of all i muz say sorry to chris, JOANNA, gwen, i cause them to kena scolding by joanna... sumtimes i really dun understand u really although u dote on me so much... haix... i feel so lost now... nobody guiding on whr to go wat i should do and wat's right wat's wrong nobody will nag me when i do sumting wrong nobody will argue with me with juz little things lerhx... nobody would disiao me anymore... haix.. wat should i do?? u prove sumthing to me that im always on the wrong side AND THAT IS U PROVE TO ME HOW WEAK IS THE RELATIONSHIP THAT WE HAVE BETWEEN US AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IS SO STRONG IN THE END I WAS WRONG... i really dun wish to lose u as a jie jie really... is my fault that we will become like that??? and i think is totally my farking fault!!! should i really go die??? or maybe i die u also wont come my song ka barhx... haix... or maybe u will be happy or either glad?? i think i nid to lock myself up from now onwards!! no more hyper monkey al u can see will juz be a emo monkey lerhx... i may not update tis blog so often lerhx barhx... let me cor u the last time. JIE JIE IM SORRY PLS DUN LEAVE ME ALONE PLS!!!

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PLEASE!! BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES FOR EVERYTHING U DO. U MIGHT REGRET AFTER THINGS HAPPEN BUT ITS TOO LATE... DUN EVER REGRET FOR THE DECISION U MADE U WILL HURT URSELF MORE AS WELL AS UR FWENS THAT CARE FOR U