hey guys im back... haix.. i feel like MIA-ing sia... haix... im getting tired and sick of this world man... haix... wherever i m who cares? whateva i do and howeva i feel who knows? even if i die i bet my songka really very less people wil go barhx... i suddenly felt that im so useless i so stupid and so careless... it seems that i have everything that every human shall have but infact i dun have anything... i dun have friends i dun have family and relationship wat can i do? cry? faking a smile? laughing like crazy but its not from bottom of my heart?? i really hate myself i hate myself for being so stupid i hate myself for being so bastards in the past i hate everything i have in this world I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!! haix... no ones understand me so guys bye bye will update when i free...